Weird ROSE fact #12:

I love smelling tea bags. Smelling as in grabbing the tea bag and pressing it against my nose. And love as in, muther freaking LOVE. IT SMELLS SOOO NICE OMG.

And I'm back.

Yeah gunna try and blog as much as i can again. Anyways, have you ever felt so shit that it seemed like nothing could cheer you up? You could be full crying, or just 'nitfm' and it felt as if no one or thing could ever make you stop crying/feeling shit? Many days now have i been feeling like that. And just early this morning, crying like i was a muther freaking cloud, i thought 'what's new on tumblr'. I get on and i see that i had a message. Clicked and it was an Anon asking me a question. Asking for advice. And ofcourse, it's me, i replied. Then they sent me more and for some reason it kind of cheered me up. Don't know why and how but it did. But after 40 minutes that cheer left.

When i woke up it wasn't any different. Still shitty. Still sad. Still whatever the fck is wrong with me. Go school. Survive. Go home. Tumblr. A message. I check and it's from an anon. Saying:

"you're so wise. you're like a female ghandi."

It made me laugh and i now feel somewhat happier than before. Thank you to whoever sent that to me. Really, thank you. It's odd how 10 syllables cheered me up. It reminds me of this school day where i was no where near happy. I gave in work to this temp. teacher to correct. Whenever it says Name: on work i always write ROSE :). The teacher handed the work back and next to my smiley face i saw another smiley face in red ink, from the teacher. It made me smile and it cheered me up. Little random things i don't expect, like these, tend to cheer me up and put a smile on my face. I don't know why.

Ahh, the happiness is slipping away again. Sigh sigh.