Warning: This post contains copious amount of 'fuck'.

Don't you hate it when you finally get over someone. You're finally okay. Then randomly, you receive a text from them and suddenly all the emotions you once felt before come straight back. It fucking sucks. And it fucking pisses me off. Fucking fuck of fucks.

Excuse my language. I'm just not in a happy mood at the moment. Yes. That^ happened to me today and it's bugging me so much. And it's screwing with my mind. And i fucking hate that person. So fucking much. You fucking asshole. Fucking fuck. ASDFGHJKL GRRRRRR. I want to fucking rant to you. Actually, i'm gunna rant.

Fucking call me a snob? ME? Atleast i fucking tried to fucking keep our fucking friendship together. And what did you do you? "Why are you talking to me?". "Stop talking to me". SO DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE CALL ME A FUCKING SNOB YOU FUCKING FUCK. I tried. And you fucking didnt. So i fucking gave up. Are you fucking happy now? I'm doing as you fucking wish. I'm trying to make you fucking happy. See? I'm not talking to you anymore! Fucking yay right?

I don't understand why now. NOW. FUCKING NOW. You text. Why couldn't you fucking text me before? Why couldn't you fucking try like i did? Shit happened. I know i was an idiot and i fucked things up. I apologized didn't i? I fucking tried my best to make things okay again. But you didn't. Why didn't you try?? Why didn't you fucking try?? How did we become like this? Why are we like this now? And why do i feel like this? I don't understand my feelings anymore. I don't understand anything anymore. I hate you so much. I fucking hate you. I hate that you're such a dick. I hate that you're cocky. I hate how you snobbed me after i poured out my feelings to you. I hate how you didn't fucking try. I hate how you make me feel. I just. ASDFGHJKL. Sigh.

I miss you. I fucking miss you. And i fucking hate myself for that. I fucking hate myself for feeling like this. Why now? Now when i'm doubting him and my feelings. Why is it now, right in the middle of it, you talk to me again? Fucking why? I don't understand you. Why can't you just be honest with me? Sigh. I hate you so much. But i hate myself more. I don't even know why these feelings are here. And towards you. I don't know why. I don't fucking know. Fuck.

You asshole.