Write about something you believe in, anything at all.
I believe in God. But recently i've been losing my faith and beliefs. I know He's real but it's like i've lost my motivation to stay with him. If it makes sense? I haven't been to church, oh well i did last week, but before that i hadn't been to church in months and months and months. I don't know why. I just lost that bit of faith that use to make me say 'It's in Gods hands, i'm not gunna let it bother me' every day. I use to assure myself everything will be fine. This is part of His plan. This will make me stronger. But i've lost that. I don't go through tough times saying that to myself anymore and i don't know why. I remember being happy and fine with everything. This is a test, i'd say. God wouldn't put me through anything i can't handle. If he thinks i'm strong enough to get through this, then i am. That always kept me going. But i guess the last 2 years i lost my mind. Couple of my friends would understand why.
Well then, this year i'm going to try and bring myself closer to Him. I will try and bring back that spark of hope i had. This year seems better so far, i reckon i can do this :)
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