When you want to cry, but you can't

Because when people see you cry, they will non-stop ask why til they hear a reason. Not all, but most. I hate it. You want to just break down and let everything out but you force yourself not to. And it sucks if your at school in a classroom and you're on the verge of crying cause you're stuck in that confined room and if you cry, it will draw so much attention to you that you just want to run away.

Another place is home. You cannot ever let them see you cry. Well, that's how i feel in my house. I never let them see me cry. They will ask so many times why and they won't drop it. And it will go around to all my aunties and uncles and cousins. Then next time we all hang out they start talking about me and then they ask why and *sigh*.

I really dislike it at home, and, i know this is mean but, i really dislike my family. Like.. no one can keep a secret. You always hear 'yeah don't worry'. Then "somehow" every single family member knows about it.

Joy.