Friday, 6 January 2012

Thinking beyond everything

Hey so guys and guy-ets, I've been doing a lot of thinking, maybe too much, and well, basically... I can't really make sense of it properly. It only works when your actually experiencing that actual feeling and trying to think like how I am. This may not be in order of how things happen or whatever but here goes.
You know how we're living now right. Like, have you ever thought of what comes afterwards? What's there? But then, it's not that simple. I started to think about my soul, my core, you could say. Like, I have this feeling that if I die, it's not the end of it. I'll just start living as something else, and like my entity will be transferred but I'll be never be able to actually know. Like, what if I was part of the second World War? Or if I was Hitler? But like yea. What happens? And see, you probably don't even understand me or what I'm even trying to say. It's complicated... And like, will we just stop living? Or will we continue as something else? Do you understand?? Probably not. But you know, there's a comment box if you want.
But, have you ever thought about what's beyond death? So like, the thing really bugging me is that I can’t seem to get the grasp of what exactly will happen when I die? It's this weird sensation between nervous and how you waiting for it to come as well. But like yea, whatever.



That segment there^ is a post my, well ierno.. friend?, we'll call him a friend, anyway a post my friend posted. And i thought i'd repost it cause it's what i've been meaning to post for a while now but i just couldn't quite put it into words. Then i came across this marvelous person who thinks like me.


I always think about this. Like, what happens after? Is that it? Do we just sleep for eternity? Or do i wake up with a new life. A new name. As someone new. With no complete memory of my past life. Maybe that's what has happened right now? Maybe i was someone else, maybe with the exact same thoughts. Have you ever thought about it? It's so mind boggling. And whenever i think of it, i get this weird feeling inside.. like.. like some sort of force is pressed against my chest, making it difficult for me to breathe.. then this weird tingling scared feeling comes. It's a strange feeling.


And like my friend had already said, you get this weird sensation between nervous and how you're waiting for it to come. You feel so curious. You want to know what happens. Where do you go? Are you living as someone else? Will you just wake up as if it were a dream? This is some inception right here lol.


Don't know if it makes sense but it's what goes through my mind. Thinking beyond everything. Beyond death. Beyond anything possible. Beyond anything human. Is it even right to be thinking about these kinds of things? The thought of it all just becomes overwhelming.


Anyway, check out his blog: http://letskeepitsimplez.blogspot.com

4 comments:

  1. Yea, I'm a friend...
    But anyway, that's exactly what I think about too!! But it's kinda difficult to explain the exact depth of how much that we actually think about. And that feeling... you can never just explain it properly, you just have to experience it.
    Oh, and that's something else I forgot to mention. What if we were alive before and have no recollection of it now? You must think about this a lot. I've been thinking about leaving something behind that says, 'If you're reading this then...' or like, 'You were alive before' for my future self but then even with the chance that my future self(?) actually finds it, then why would they believe it?
    But yea, you did a good job explaining it, better than me.

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  2. Yeh true, i know what you mean. Leave a little somethin somethin for future you but then theyd prob think 'uhh... Weirdo'. Anyway, yeh ive been thinking about it for a while now.. And thank you but i could've never have started with your post so, thank you again :)

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  3. Hey now, I just got the thoughts into actual words and we haven't even described the feeling properly yet so... we're far from done. Oh that reminds me, Trung and I decided to make a Facebook page just for this so yea, if you could just accept me so I can add you in the page and we can have a full discussion someday. Or days, depending on how much we think about it.

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  4. Neh, still. Yeh i accepted, just add whenever

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