The new year

I remember a friend of mine told me that if you cry on new years eve, you'll have a crappy new year. At first I'm like 'whaaat? chu crazy man' and didn't really believe him. Like honestly, can't be true right? Tis just poppy cock.

BUT. Yes buttocks. Last new years eve, I did cry. And this year was the worst year of my life so far. So much shit happened. So much drama. So much hurting. Just, SOOOO much. And now that I look back at that saying, it makes me believe it. So, I've promised myself that the new years eve coming up I will not cry. I will not think negative on my birthday. I will be happy. Hopefully..

Though there were alrite stuff that happened this year. Made new friends which is pretty good. Doesn't mount to the one I lost but it's still pretty good x] I think that's the only good thing that happened.. Yeah it is LOL. I feel sad.